BISHOP
So here are a few photos of our last week. The first picture is just a crazy class picture from the base... I thought I'd throw that in too. We took the school to Bishop California, where we got to serve a fishing resort by painting, digging a trench sandbagging etc.. Everyone had a blast and it was really good to get away. Now we just have 1 week left before the school is finished. We graduate this Friday.

yeah, so it's been a while since I blogged last. I don't really have much to say. God's pulling me through the wringer right now. I'm trying my hardest to learn the 1st time so I'm not ever here again, but I feel like I'm out of practice. I don't spend much time with God. Not like I used to. I kind of have this mindset that I'm livin' aren't I... I'm a missionary. I have BASE MEETING- or worship with the School, but it is all still work to me. I'm punching in and punching out. I'm realizing more that I need a place away from YWAM- separate from YWAM for me to get spritually fed. I remember before my DTS I was involved in several different things that were separate from "work" and that is where I thrived. I learned so much and I grew. I PURSUED GOD. Which is something that I do-NOT do these days. I don't feel like I have truely heard God's voice in my life since my DTS. or maybe when I was praying about dating Evan. This is a really hard place to be. I get on automatic mode, and rely on myself or friends or my husband to hear for me.
but I don't know how to change. It needs to be about me wanting it and pursueing it. Others can't really spur me to do it.
so needless to say- could use a shout out to God... I'm really fine. but could be a whole lot better.
thanks

there is not much news to report... right now, I am tired, and have all kinds of foul things I want to say about all sorts of things! life-work-people and on and on! but I will keep it to myself.
I will however update for those who are interested... a website has been started for the twins who were born premature. As it kind of states on the site, they are doing really well. There are no abnormal medical complications right now, they just need to continue to go and develop and gain weight.
Here is the sight www.jackandethan.com

thank you for praying for them.